I’m feeling really scattered. Like those lovely little multicolored candy spheres on top of the cup-cake I just ate. So, so many and all over the place.
With the projects and classes and travel, I have so many ideas and seem incapable of landing on one long enough to get anywhere with it. And then, another idea shows up. I appreciate the ideas, but really, nine projects waiting in line is enough, please and thank you.
Also, the ideas and projects and blog and travel and other-things-I-haven’t-remembered, I want them all to share an internet home. No idea how to do that yet. I’m finding a definite lack of cohesion right now. Arg.
I just realized this is becoming a Very Personal Ad. like Havi Brooks writes. I’m going with it, lets see where this heads.
What I want:
Ultimately, I want to create and design and write when and what I feel like.
I want these things to be bought by people who feel joy when looking at them.
I want to never have to package and ship anything, because I hate it and really suck at it. I am okay with the hating and suckage.
With all of the various creations, writings and designs, I want them all to have a *symbolic* home on my blog, a starting point, if you will.
I also want the time and focus to bring all of this into being in the right way for me.
How this could work:
I could start getting up before noon. Something like eight in the morning would be nice.
I could finally sit down with Ori and we could come up with a cohesive design for the blog that looks like it’s *mine* and has a home for shops as they arrive.
I’m open to other possibilities too.
My commitment:
Talk to Ori.
Make a ‘what’s next’ list.
Allow it to happen organically, it’s not like I’m on a schedule.
In the comments, I’d like to hear how you developed your ‘internet home’ or what you would like when you do develop it. Thank you.
Tags: couch surfing ori, ideas, motivation, overwhelmed, personal ad, projects, Random, travel, what i want
